I’ve been asked to introduce myself. I have no idea how to take 46 years and amalgamate them into something meaningful in a venue demanding brevity. I’m practicing to be an historian, after all, and brevity is not central to that profession.
I didn’t start out as an historian. I started out as an anthropologist. That isn’t exactly true. I, like you, started out as a child. My upbringing had too much of an impression on my future career path for me to ignore it in this, my truncated autobiography. It also helps to set up how my introduction ties into a blog about history interns and on-line museums, so I am compelled to mention it. Intrigued yet? Read on.
I grew up around scientists, test pilots, and astronauts. That was my dad’s field, so that’s what I knew. I not only watched the first, and subsequent, moon landings and jaunts into outer space, but was also privy to the preparation that took place to make them happen. “Journeys.” “Outer” space. Important words that shaped my destiny.
I love journeys, trips, pilgrimages. I love to seek out a destination, research it, and make preparations to travel to it by whatever means is available. I care that I go through the process and arrive at my destination. I care that, upon arrival, there is much to learn and explore. In that vein, anthropology suited me. It still does.
I was the director of a small but regionally significant museum for a short time early in my career. I loved being the director of a destination, of my own little moon, if you will. I worked hard to entice people to come, and they did. I also loved the tangible, creative process of setting up displays to convey that bit of history that would most intrigue and inform the visitors. They travelled from their world to mine. My daily space was their “outer” space. They explored and made discoveries. The work was immensely satisfying.
This worldview makes it difficult for me to imagine a destination without envisioning the preparations and travel that take me there. They are all integral to the whole. I have as much difficulty creating a mental picture of a museum without walls. Yet as a master’s level graduate student in history, I have been tasked to help create such a “space.” My initial reaction is to ask whether this is possible. Continuing with the cosmic metaphor, I feel that I have been asked to find a way to bring the moon to the earth. If I am able, won’t those visiting have lost something without completing the journey that “should have” taken them there?
I found the beginnings of my answer in a speech given by John F. Kennedy to a university crowd in Houston on the 12 of September, 1962. He said, “…all great and honorable actions are accompanied with great difficulties, and…must be enterprised and overcome with answerable courage.” Creating an on-line art exhibit, a museum, and a blog, represents a new age of exploration for me, one that turns from the “outer” spaces of my world and life to the “inner” spaces of my computer and mind. This journey is already creating difficulties as I move from macro to micro measurements, from hectares to gigabytes, from buildings to computers.
Computers move too quickly for me, so I will have to adjust my steps to keep up. Sentiments concerning the speed at which change occurs are not unprecedented. Kennedy, in the same speech, stated, “This is a breathtaking pace, and such a pace cannot help but create new ills as it dispels old, new ignorance, new problems, new dangers.” Laptops, in 1962? No, Kennedy was referring to space travel. He continued, “Surely the opening of vistas of space promise high costs and hardships, as well as high reward.” Kennedy was in the first stages of a pilgrimage. His speech revealed that he had chosen a destination: the moon.
I, too, have a new destination in mind. It does not hang over the earth, caught in orbit, however. It quite literally exists in my own, and my peers’, minds at present. We will delve into the microcosm of cyberspace and experiment with its matter in an attempt to create a place that you find enticing. I hope that asking you to accompany me on this trek will satisfy your need for exploration and discovery in the same way it does mine. I am compelled to embark on this adventure for the same reasons that Kennedy urged the nation to go to the moon. He said, “We choose to go to the moon…not because [it is] easy, but because [it is] hard, because that goal will serve to organize and measure the best of our energies and skills, because that challenge is one that we are willing to accept, …one we are unwilling to postpone….” So let us begin.
Kathryn A. H. Nedegaard